I unconsciously reach for another chocolate bar to my desire to help. How do I pack for my mouth to bite the waters in anticipation of the first creamy. Joy fills my soul, as my taste buds come into contact with the first piece of chocolate and my body melts with every other bite.
Why does chocolate have such an impact on me? What should I think, as I expect a morsel in the mouth? What are the causes of the initial request? Loneliness. That's rightLoneliness. Nothing is as powerful and deep as the feeling of loneliness. It consumes my mind and body, I do not necessarily alone. The house is full of people, but I lack that little key element with the people I'm surrounded. A connection. Without a connection, I'm like a lamp that's not plugged in will not turn on my light, no one can see my beauty. The intricate details of my lamp shade to hide. I'm not useful or beneficial for everyone. So I turn to my ownSource of hope, chocolate. For others it may be, television, drugs, alcohol, sex. Everything you or me that the feeling is of belonging.
Where or how loneliness can begin? As I was connected correctly? Some believe it begins in childhood, even infancy. Others believe it is not isolated in their later years of shyness, etc. Each person is unique. That chocolate lovers, it comes from the fear of rejection. Although a talented, intelligent andI am even more attractive with the rejection on the internal level.
From a child I was faced with rejection, because I never thought to look like people, I should. I was quiet and reserved, because I did not feel acceptable. I was labeled, when I defended myself against an attack by the people on my physical and emotional person. I was never the most popular person, but was more of a wallflower. These early experiences left a mark on my soul, and the subsequent rejection of men has caused further isolation and feelingsof loneliness. Now, instead of welcoming the eyes of men, which I avoided to avert my eyes, and distribute the new possibilities. Add the stigma of unmarried with two children and is separated into the equation and have a good recipe for loneliness and rejection.
How do I reach for a piece of chocolate and promise myself I will help for my questions to another day. Happy eating!
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